how life changes within a day....

evrything was perfect, and i was so sure of a trouble free delivery and my last thought as the doc put her hands on me was "come on ,finish it fast"......what followed was a dizzy dream....there were umpten faces dangling above my head...instinctly my hands searched ......."wheres my baby" screamed I.But no voice came out...the drugs drooped my eyes again...it was just the beginning of a nightmare...nothing would prepare me for it...